I think of all of the things that I have been through in my past 20 years of living and I would have never thought that I would be where I am now today in all of those years.. Honestly, I’m miserable and I am not happy in the slightest.. Life is kicking my butt right now and the light at the end of this very long tunnel is the fact that I am going to Disney World in a few weeks. That’s it. That’s my light, but the road to get there is so dark.. I feel myself falling deeper into a hole of sadness and this is not like me. I’m usually a happy person, but lately I’m so sick and tired of showing it because I’m not okay! I’m not happy! I feel horrible and I go day after day… Hoping that things will get better. I know they will in the long run, but I’m not sure right now.. And I just want to know when will things get better?